Man who's doper than the dude that brings the fun?
They await on my arrival, now the party has begun
So many people laughing, got em grinning ear to ear
And even though we all be dancing, I'm not all that I appear
Oh you see yeah I got a secret
And it's taking everything within me to keep it
Ya know I try to play it off as a weakness
Avoiding any complicated talk about a treatment
Instead let's have another drink or two or three or four or five
I hear that these the kinda moments meant to make you feel alive
My agenda has been hidden since before I left my home
Even though you're all so lovely I would rather be alone
Sitting in my element surrounded by computers
Passing by the hours with some RPGs and shooters
Passion is the project and I know I could do more
Leave the house and wear a mask like I'm a social luchador

Let's stay home
I don't wanna go outside
these walls
There's nothing for me

I wouldn't say that it's been crippling
Just sometimes it feels the pit I'm in is slowly deepening
They say that I need to get a little sun and some exposure
To a giant freakin star that burns my skins and I'm like no sir
These videos and games I play I know will never hurt me
What am I afraid of? Man I couldn't tell you certainly
Every time I get back home I say we should really do this more
But yo with every invitation have to drag me through the door
Maybe you don't get it. This is where my stuff is.
You can save adventure for the ones that chase macguffins
I'm chasing inspiration I can turn to entertainment
Want you to want me in your city but don't really wanna play it
Nothing against you. You've proved that you're so cool
I just seem to lack the confidence to know I could be too
Nothing that I can't do. Not that I always feel blue
Just that the Beefy character is something you might see through